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HEY...so yeah, I posted the journal+explanation a while back and have kept it a lone journal on my front page, but it's quite long and I guess people often missed the fact that I've moved in that huge thing, because this account still gets watches every once and a while ouo tis a dead account guys! Thanks so much for the support, but I no longer update here x3 if you still want to see my work on dA, I'm synderen now! 8) otherwise, feel free to unwatch.
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I'm moving here: :iconsynderen: !

Before I explain the reasons, I'll first say -- no, it hasn't been an active account for 2 years XD only the last 2 months-ish.

REASONS (kinda long, I apologize): sooooo...I've gotten quite a few people asking the last few weeks "I don't understand...why? it seems kinda pointless moving" Yeah, I agree, moving accounts has always kinda confused me, especially since dA made it so easy to change your username. 
However, it's less a username thing and more a mental thing. Early high school, I was super active on this account. I tested out a range of styles and eventually settled on one that I loved (lots o detail and colors and drama hoooooo) which most people who watch this account know me for. Then, senior year of high school, life got REALLY busy and tough, and I had hardly any time for personal art. Freshmen year of college, I left my tablet at home, and thus I ended up on ~2 year "hiatus" as in, I wasn't doing serious art that whole time.

I tried to get back in the swing of things after getting my tablet back in the summer, but it was a really bumpy road. I guess the best way to explain, was I forgot how to draw. I forgot how to get inspired for pictures, and how to enjoy what I drew.

I dunno, sometimes you just see art by someone and you can tell their heart was in it. I could see my heart was in my older pics, but I couldn't remember how I'd done it! XD

I got really frustrated and self-conscious. I was trying to copy a style that I'd done years ago, but it was turning out worse; it was just a ghost of what I'd based it on, basically. And then I finally had an epiphany like "NO. GHAAAAA. I'm obviously not into this "style" anymore, which makes sense because that was over 2 years ago now! I have changed a lot in those two years, so will my art. I just need to go back to the phase where I test different styles and settle into the one that really belongs to me, figure out the 'roots' of what inspires me to draw in the first place."

So I did. Ugh it was a really frustrating phase, cuz so much of it was crappy. and that's basically why I've been so inactive the last several months xD I've been drawing a shit-ton, trying out stuff, figuring out what I really love now. FINDING MY CALLING /dies [ELABORATED A BIT HERE fav.me/d7qoz3r ]

And I think......the best place to post this new "art style" (in quotes because it's really not THAT different, but it's still different enough to me on a personal level) is on another account. Because I don't want to feel like it's "competing" with my old art, which is what had made me so upset and frustrated this whole time XD

So...yeah. That's it. I just need a fresh start with a new name and "new" art style, after all this time uvu it's a mental thing.

eek wow, that turned out long.
But yeah.. don't feel like you have to watch this new account, because it's NOT a continuation of THIS account! It's slightly different styles as I said, so I don't expect people who watched me for my old art to particularly like this one. (There are a few re-submits, mostly just cuz I feel they reflected my "new" style more)
And another quick thing: I'd hoped to make an announcement after I finished uploading my anthro art, but I keep making it faster than I submit it, so HEEEEE sorry if you aren't a huge fan of furries but you'll have to deal cuz I love drawing them hng they're real fun :iconheplz:

I'll post a few more "reminders" that I'm moving accounts, then this account will be completely inactive. I won't deactivate, but I will no longer be getting on~

So....until next time!

*runs off a cliff*
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... Wow so I'm on my phone, was in the middle of wrtiing a response to someone when I accidentally clicked "paste"
And.... What the heck 

"Sometimes you just gotta let go and forget the past and move on with your life. I understand that sometimes it can be a little difficult but if you just keep going I know that you can preserver. I have complete faith in you and I know that you will succeed someday in life when you are older and more wiser we will meet again and everything will be better. If someday we don't ever get to be with each other then I promise you that you will be much happy, even without me. Just always remember that I am with you and you will never be alone. Someday my friend, someday. "

I HAVE NO IDEA WHERE THIS CAME FROM?????????? I haven't written or received a message like this since I got my phone) and I am REALLY confused and a little intrigued at what that was from and why it was copied to my phone.....

does se anyone know how long this stuff is stored in a phones memory? (as in like, does it remember stuff after it's shut off and turned back on or)

idk I guess i'm mostly just confused
like.....in the middle of saying like "thanks" and then suddenly "SOMETIMES YOU JUST GOTTA LET GO..." lol

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HEY so as a lot of you are aware (I just received several new submissions in the last 12 hours haha <: ) Deadline is MAY 19TH. If you don't link me your entry before 11:59:59:59 tomorrow... that won't fly :iconwthplz: /shotkilled

Soooooo Imma start judging (with :icondykah: as my aid ) as soon as I can! AND FINISHING COMMENTS HFHDSLKJFLKSDJF //FALLS INTO A PIT// dang I'm so sorry you guys ;u; I read them all but it takes me a bit of time to gather my thoughts into a nice comment (and it doesn't help that life is crazy insane right now). I know you've worked hard on them so I don't wanna just say "cool! nice job!" XD So... VERY sorry for my belated responses! I don't even think I'll finish before the deadline actually LOL... but that's all right, because I won't announce winners until I have uvu
I'm guessing 1-2 weeks from now?

anywho..........please make sure I've added your entry to this folder! indui.deviantart.com/favourite… if not, it means I haven't seen it/won't be judging it o_o (*whispers except for sta.sh/014ul7wmb693 ! I know about this pic hahaha)

Good luck all, and thanks so much for participating! I'm amazed at all the entries xD way more than I thought! I'll try my best to add another prize or two to help compensate but... we shall see! *dances into the wind*
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galloping into ur soul



dont say i didn't warn you.
ok pls don't tell me I wasn't the only one that freaked out at these wtf
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